So I have been fighting the urge to text my husband. I want to reach out to him but I'm not going to; I don't want to push him. We are suppose to meet this weekend, hopefully, and I am scared that he is going to end it.

I have been meeting with a counselor and her advice is pretty sound. She says that being supportive of him needing space is a good thing. However, I can't not look under that rock. The rock being him leaving. I have slowly looked under and I don't want to go there but if I have to I will be ok. It will hurt. It will suck. It will break my heart. But if he doesn't love me that I can let him go.